As a young goalkeeper it is not always easy. Everyone has to believe in you, because you are the anti-hero or hero of your team. Two different moments that you have to learn to deal with at a young age. One slip by you as a goalkeeper can mean the loss of the match and you will see that all eyes are on you, but the opposite is also possible when you are leading by one goal and in the very last minute you manage to stop a penalty shot.
So never give up. Keep training and working hard to become a better goalkeeper. Sooner or later you will make use of it.